What a Day

So the sand man didnt take me to dream land until about 3am this morning. Needless to say i was exhausted today for work. All in all i had a good day at work but a bad day in general.

I had gotten a voicemail from my old NC neighbor saying my old house had gotten broken into and that my husband's friends' car had been broken into and trashed. Since I was the only connect for the police in NC I had to break the news to James and David so they could contact NC police from CA where they are training.

With the stress of the divorce, training, and the news of loosing everything that belongs to him James' (my husband who is divorcing me) aparently blacked out and seemingly had a seizure. He is fine however, I was an emotional wreck over it. I do still love him. This all happened around 14:00 today.

The remainder of my work day went by suprisingly fast but i think that is only because i had my mind on James and not work. At this point i am relieved to know James is fine but i feel so shitty that they have lost everything and I do mean everything. What wasn't stolen had been vandalized beyond saving.

I do have to say that I am glad this didnt happen while i was still living there but at the same time I feel like it is somehow my fault. That maybe if I had worked harder to make things work I would have still been there and the house would not have been targeted. Oh well. Everyone is at least safe and that is good.